Sneaking Away...

Writing in a diary roved tedious after awhile...either that or it was the fact that my pages kept falling out and off of the booklet (that's what I get for going cheap). So until I can actually obtain a journal worth using (which is supposedly coming some time around Christmas---courtesy of my BFF), I have decided to write in this blog for all to see.
It's silly I know...but it's a comforting thought, knowing that someone might become interested enough to read what I have written and who understands what I am going through.

I started a project the other day that was called "Sneaking Away". It would seem that the social sites that I often visit have been causing me many-a-drama whereas I need not add to the stress in my life. Facebook did nothing but offer a he-said-she-said atmosphere, while the comments on or about my Myspace were more brutal. Having just gotten out of a relationship, the comments were an abundance of: "Why haven't you changed your relationship status to single?" or "Why do you still mnetion her in yor profile? You guys are over, right...?"
It all got very annoying.

But it is true....much as I would like to be able to get over the fact that I am again single after not even a month of being with my sexy lady again (yes I am a lesbian lol), it would seem that I have some sort of addiction to her. I try and tell mysself that I am being silly, but my logical side gets beat over the head with a skillet wielded by the side of me that thinks that things can still work out for both her and I in the long run. It was a whole big dramatic situation which broke us up, got us back together, then broke us up again...but there's no point in going into detail about it.

All I'm saying is that my new project entails me...NOT getting on my social sites for over a month. It would seem that I have turned into the stereotypical American because it's already been 2 days, and I'm wondering how my Island People will ever survive if I do not go in and bless them with my godly powers on Facebook T^T
Naturally, I could live without MySpace...but it is true, there are something I will have to erase from both there AND Gaia online before this whole relationship ordeal has concluded for a final time. So now I'm left to talking with AI robots on the web, and playing video games to keep my mind away from wondering who so-and-so is dating and whose birthday it might be today.

Ungh...only 26 days to go...